Debut Diary

18 Tulips and … Candles?

Kay so I’m not entirely sure if I’m going to make my girl friends either be 18 Treasures or 18 Candles… If they’re in 18 Treasures, then each of them will have to bring me a symbolical gift and then they’ll have to do a mini speech about and eventually make a wish. But if I put them for Candles. All they have to do is do a mini speech about their wish for me, and then they’re done, and all I have to do is blow the candle they’re holding… Anyways, I already have a complete list of my 18 Girls (I’m calling them 18 girls because I’m not sure what they’re going to be yet.). I haven’t quite asked all of them yet, but most of them know they’re already in it. I have changed this list possibly about 20 times, but yenno. I’m for sure about this list now, just not quite sure about how the order of these girls are gonna go.

I will be including 5 of my cousins, 2 of my bestfriends, and 11 of my closest girl friends. 

As for the tulips… Well,  they’re for sure going to be tulips. I have 17 guys, but I’m only for sure putting 14 of them on my permanent list. 3 are still tentative. I have asked 12 of them already, the other 2 (which happened to both be whiteys), well I haven’t asked them yet most especially because one of them is my ex. HAHAHAHAHA. I know, but it won’t be awkward… I’ll try not to think of it as awkward. Anyways, yea. I have 3 people that I’m still not sure about. And my 18th spot, the most special spot, is still empty!! I had one person in mind, but yenno, he’s not really my boyfriend, and we haven’t talked for so long, and I don’t know where we’re going or even what we have as of the moment, so I’m not really sure if I can make him to permanently be there. I WANT HIM THERE, but I’m not sure if I can have him there.

So yea, well, I have a few more months before I finalize my list and send it to the invitation maker (which I haven’t found yet!!). I got this.